It's monologue

8/31 (Fri)

 It was someone's fault to make me against the name of this nice and beautiful country. Its name alerts my nerve and my thoughts. 

Personally, I have no prejudcie against everything from this country if it's not because of you. The name wouldn't have stimulated me that quick.

And I won't feel repulsive about things from there. You're the resource. You're the venom in the vein, like allergy of me. 

I wish the automatic immuno response could be ceased someday soon. It is pathetic to instantly link the name with you just in a second. 

The only good news is I am not really allergic to your venom, otherwise the mutiple allergic reponses would have killed me already. 

8/26 (Sun)

My life is literally coming back after moving down to here.

I can feel I am alive. Things I gradually feel lost when up there.

I know life is just like that everyday. The world is just like that in every single day. It doesn't change for anyone, nor for any reason.

It's me who decides what I want to live on and whom I want to be.

Although it seems like no direction in front of me, no way stretches out in my view at this moment.

Aug 17 (Fri)

慢慢的....

就好像毒物侵入人體

 一點一點的....

 產生變化。

在完全被充滿之前，都不會發覺。

直到不夠了 才會發現

自己就像

瘋狂一般

非常非常飢渴。

因為覺得飢渴不滿足而不斷受傷