It's monologue

11/27 (Sun)

My lovely holiday, which has already almost gone in less than 12 hours.

Have done nothing in these days although I tried to cheer up a bit on studying.

But, i guess most of people are too tired to finish anything in this valuable holiday just like me, perhaps.

I remember why I started to write something down is because I wanted to record my life and my thoughts if possible.

My thinking and thoughts are jumping all the time, and they're too many to me. 

I feel like, if i don't try to grab them down, they would just slip away from my brain and my fingers.

As time goes by, once it's gone and it's gone forever.

I may even forget how to utter words in my mind, and gradually lose the ability to sense things in this upmost unreal world.

You may always have this kind of feeling:

you want to tell somebody something, yet you're not sure if it's the perfect time or if it's proper to 

tell that person the things you're thinking.

Well, at least, that is my case.

11/17 (Thu)

What are you afraid of ?

What are you hidding from?

Why do you so lack of confidence on yourself?

What drives you becoming so weak and incompetent? 

11/8 (Tue)

a good man should let his lover as gracious as Elizabeth,

keeping her pride and considering her feelings often times.