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June 30th (Thur)
I think I'm pretty sure some majorities are just not that my living style as I see more and more poeple are living in.
Not saying I regard myself better than others, but a different way of thinking compared with other people.
But, my thinking may be arrogantly proud, stupidly stubborn, and unncessarily separate from others.
while I feel like we are so spacial from most of the rest of people.
I may just exactly one of them but my self-awareness runs out beyond the field.
Maybe.
June 21st (Tue)
Don't know why you're so irresponsive at some time and some point.
Isn't it enough hurts you've given to me?
What the heck you're thinking and feeling to me I have been completely no idea anymore.
You said you're always genuine, but it was apprently inconsistnat with what you said.
I am thinking around to challenge you the last few more questions by the end at some point.
No hope I am looking forward since you've given me such a clear sign after all.
then, I started to think is it all jokes overall?
The merely trust wchich should well construct and is also the only last thing we can depend on,
I feel likt you just don't give it a shit.
How could I trust your re-builting statement?
What's so?
June 17th (Fri.)
Then, silence comes more often and deeper.
I am standing on the cross street and don't know where to go, and how to move.
After all, I suffer a disease called acquired society solitary syndrome (ASSS?)
Literally, you forget how to utter wrods in your mind, the true side of yourself.
I smile often, but the smile is scarcely genuine.
We eager someone could accept us unconditional.
We expect people can understand us because the untranquility live in us.
Nevertheless, I've trusted someone and have given my silly belief to this world
until I finally realized either I fooled myself or the world fooled around me all these years.
There is a porcupine living on us, and we feed it with distrust, insecurity, and tiredness,
we breath and live together.
Here, there is an ending officially arriving.
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