It's monologue

I believe human nature is a complex.

Some people believed we are borned to be good; while others believed we are borned to be bad.

I chose that people are borned to be both good and bad together (not trying to be moderate).

We need moral and conscience to lead us towards better, and polished individuals under the regulated soceity.

The evolving process is never fast and smooth which even you don't need to look back the entire developmental history

but a life-long time of a human being, you would still know we have to repress something, and sometimes even overcome 

many wild human natures and dark sides along with the changing inside of us.

Hence, I am shamful and guilty because I know so truthful

how rooty the greed deepend in my heart, that comes from the 

dissatisficaiton and disaapointment.

I got the whole world blessing but you were not included.

Affection is so lame, insipid, and incompetent; it kills things literally, obliquely, and deeply.

gloominess.