It's monologue

9/8 (Thursday)

有時候覺得易容易滿足的心態

是因為來自於在大多數的時候 都太過於習慣獨立行事

因此

當遇到和善的人對待自己的時候

總覺得特別感動 

感受到了小小的幸福

人與人之間不是本來就應該盡量真心相待 多多微笑嗎？

慣於說謊的人和偽善成博愛的人 該愧於見人的好好檢討吧

9/5 (Monday)

對於努力了還得不到的東西  灰心和挫折就會感受得特別嚴重

更討厭那種覺得明明可以努力的地方都試過了

偏偏仍是徒勞無功的感覺

就像是這個世界要告訴你真實的定律一樣

並不是所有的付出都會有收穫的

有些事就是你拚了命的強求 

到頭來 仍然是什麼都得不到

那  為什麼還要努力呢？

那一夜 風雨把圍起來的花圃都打溼了

外頭的泥地走道沒沾到一滴水

受波及的是卻是中間那一方地

9/1 (Thursday)

Suddenly, I feel like there are bunches of challenges awaiting in front of me.

Things seem like so tough though I don't know how everybody else thinks.

I wonder does anyone think it's still an easy process so far.

Somebody said you should feel easy still because everything just started...

well, I have no comment at this moment. 

Hopefully I will change my mind in the nearest future.

It was a wroking hard day. Got something done, which is kind of comforting.

But still, there are more waiting for and piling up...

The goal seems like far from me at this point of time. 

what's my advantage?? 

doubting now...